A new season is here. 🍁
To be honest, it’s not all pumpkin spice and everything nice.
It’s another season I pictured that we would still be pregnant.
It’s another seasons that I planned for that adorable pregnancy announcement – you’ve seen the one – with the pumpkin!
It’s another season I pictured the big sweaters and cozy clothes.
It’s another season I pictured change for our little family.
Fall won’t be that for me this year.
It’s a season of saving up another round of IVF.
It’s a season of learning to appreciate my body because it’s very easy to not appreciate it after losing a baby.
It’s a season of not growing our family by a little one but working to grow our marriage after a loss.
But with this new season I try to remember:
To everything there is a season, A time for every purpose under heaven.
-Ecclesiastes 3:1
My Spool of Life 